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Fresh Trax! : M-Fap - Distress

Updated: Apr 11, 2020

Coming undone like it's my normal routine, been doing it daily since I was but a teen. Barely able to crawl, let alone stand, never really was able to fit in a band. So now I'm rapping making these twisted songs, getting you sickos to all sing along. Ready to make the meek of heart quiver, with expositions of insanity I continually deliver, ready to pop all the screws and make reality old news.

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Yo, yo, yo I've come undone,

I always thought I would be young,

But aren't I still, why am I falling apart,

Was this just how it was supposed to be right from the start,

A wreck, a mess, half of a man,

Barely able to crawl let alone stand,

Forgive me if I spit on my own fucking grave,

I could never really able to truly sit and behave,

Try to get me to chill at a funeral,

Would require far more then a few fucking pills,

I wasn't really that bad of a kid,

Ah fuck that shit, I was fucking retarded,

Couldn’t understand, couldn’t belong,

I was never really that fuck strong,

You could push me down, and I’d stay on the ground,

Maybe that was my real fucking crowd.

Just another epitome of failure and distress,

Nothing about me was even half the best

Walking down this street with a pasty complexion,

No to mirrors seem to give me the same reflection,

Not sure what or where I'm supposed to be,

Can't tell if I am in pain or ectacy,

I just wanna pop all the screws,

Make reality old news,

Don't try to intervene,

I can't be stopped like Charlie Sheen.

Been around the block,

But they still say I can't talk,

What do they know,

About what I got to show,

Just because I wasn't beaten,

Doesn't mean I don't know pain,

When you know where I've been,

It's a whole new game.

I've been here, I've been there, I've been everywhere,

But it doesn't mean you gotta know,

This my show,

I'll open the curtain for you to stair,

But then you're gonna have to prepare,

If you wanna know my story I'll deliver,

But it might make the meek of heart quiver,

For things aren't always within the rational,

We'll be getting into the supernatural,

This is the story of insanity, a place that I gotta be,

I don't know why I can't resist a new way,

To make my mind twist on this broken day


Vocals, lyrics, production, mixing, and mastering by Matt "theProphet" Smith

Check out Matt's other musical projects:

Jenova Project:

Edge Of Insanity:

Ultra LHT Voyeur at:

Transhumanist at:

Izkrist at: LICH vs Jenova Project at:

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