Fresh Trax! : M-Fap - Pillars Of Decay (Lyric Video)

December 21, 2019

We live in a world of faulty architecture, both physical and mental, our trappings being of our own creations. Maniacs and jokers, propped up by our own justifications and rationale, themselves created from lies and propaganda. Our spirituality is nothing but a disease, replacing any true traces of our connection to the greater purpose and forces that connect us. As one who has traversed the lands of life and death, reality and unreality, the Fap sees all for the bullshit it is and disregards it as fool's speak. I'd rather live the free and alone, then having to cater to the bullshit you all worship.


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Benevolence your edifice of claim
Architecture of insignificance made you fucking lame
Confinement caressed your allure of respect
But your fortunes would have been better with a different project
For you plateaued without digging your own moat
The world was vast warlike, all around as you spoke
Of how the meager shall inherit the earth
But there's no infant here to save us with his birth
Reminisce, but old stories should not mean our silence
Respect old man does not mean reverence
Recollecting exploits, tally up where's yours?
What's honor mean when you're on all fours?
We treat each moment, like we're wearing a costume
But we're actually all walking to our doom
A gun placed to the back of our head
Most of us choose ignorance and just walk forward instead


You don’t understand, you don’t get it
You’re just a backwards piece of shit
Dance of the devil, you’re always in trouble
Keeping your look over your shoulder


Yet we certainly deserve a nuclear hit
Maybe it’d wake us out of this mindset
Where we take for granted all that we know
Continue on with this ego driven show
No one looking at the cost to you or me
All of the destruction this is the way
Will always defend to the end 
How we send ourselves to the truest oblivion


To my most fanciful recollection,
Life just seems like a bitter auction
Always squandering our time away,
To the highest of bidders, who ever will fucking pay?
But ain't life worth more than the paper?
Are you just going to be another scapegoater?
Tied in by the pot bellied ringmaster,
Who's reaps his rewards on the back of our labor
Always on the go, like I'm always on the run
This was never my flow, but I'm standing under the sun
Constant reminders like I'll never be free,
Can't I escape this self inflicted tragedy
I just want another chance, but It'll never be me,
I just want another dance, but my partner won't see me,
Lost in the gaze of some others ecstasy,
I know I was never gonna be meant to achieve,
A standing ovation, that's not for my profession,
I know I only have thankless dedication,
To a craft so god damn mysterious
That if you even talk about it I curl to a fist
And knock out all of the answers
From those who call themselves preachers
From those who pride themselves as reformers,
I know in the end you're all just a bunch of motherfucking jokers



Vocals, lyrics, beats, production, mixing, and mastering by Matt "theProphet" Smith 


Check out Matt's other musical projects:

Jenova Project:

Edge Of Insanity:

Ultra LHT Voyeur at: 

Transhumanist at:

Izkrist at:
LICH vs Jenova Project at:


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